Drained ft. Endeshaw Lyrics

I've been feeling drained today

Hope the pain will fade away

Knowing what I need to do

But I don't really care today

Over stressing need to numb it

Scrolling through my feed all day

Highlight reels and photos fake

Push up bras and people staged

Yeah, I treat my time like it ain't precious

I'm wasting every second

Writing in this room of mine

Waking up at noon

Maybe I could shine

If I could bring myself to start the grind

I've been hiding underneath my covers

Ever since I discovered

I can get unconditional love from my mother

I've been falling into this rut

Ever since my dad bust his nut

I sit in my room, my walls talking to me

Trust me, it ain't shocking, homie

All these voices speaking through me

I'm too wound up, I need to let loose

Tell the truth

I think I might lose, this shit to a noose

These emotions I'm hiding

My time I'm biding

Till I get a single second

To think about why I act like this

And why I'm a fucking mess and shit

They say I'm too hard on myself

I put their opinions up on the shelf

I think like I got ED

You can't see through me

I'm better than this, I'm better than shit

Slowly getting off the sedatives, it's coming to quits

Every pattern that I'm trying to break will end pretty soon

Every pattern that I'm trying to break will end after noon

After that, I'm feeling happy

I don't give a fuck

These problems can't grab me and break my fucking spine

So until that happens

I'll be mother motherfucking fine, yeah

Yeah, I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine, yeah

I'll be fine

I've been feeling drained today

Hope the pain will fade away

Knowing what I need to do

But I don't really care today

Over stressing need to numb it

Scrolling through my feed all day

Highlight reels and photos fake

Push up bras and people staged