Mayhem Lyrics

Never caught been lackin', not before, no

Never been a victim after a show, not the show

After I perform, I go to this hotel

It looks like, doesn't seem, it's showtime, but there's no screams

Never caught been lackin', not before, no

Never been a victim after a show, not the show

After I perform, I go to this hotel

It looks like, doesn't seem, it's showtime, but there's no screams

I've been grinding hard, a light ending at the tunnel

I've signed no autographs, they act like I'm someone that they know

No this isn't just for show

If this is a Denouement, I need a couple roses

And to retire (Who?) my mom, my grandma and my aunt

And that's just if I planned, to make a living off of this

But I'm not Eminem

And no that's not a diss, because he saved my life

And I'm sure you're tired I talk about my kids and wife

As if I had one, shit I don't

'Cause I have none

Fake it till you make it, make it till you can't take it

I just think it is part of my desire, I just think it's part of what fuels my fire

I just think it's partly how I'm defined, I just think that I'm a nickel to a dime

I just think: That, this, tit for, tat and more

Who deserves what? A hoe, slut, cunt or whore

Never caught been lackin', not before, no

Never been a victim after a show, not the show

After I perform, I go to this hotel

It looks like, doesn't seem, it's showtime, but there's no screams

Never caught been lackin', not before, no

Never been a victim after a show, not the show

After I perform, I go to this hotel

It looks like, doesn't seem, it's showtime, but there's no screams

Okay, let's make a deal:

You get famous, you get riches, you get mansions, you get bitches

You get salmon that's delicious, you get steak, you get chicken

You get beef, you get a kitchen, you get everything, it comes with all the fixings

But for a penance, you must do something in return

You're used to doing favors, and this will be a repentance

You say goodbye right to your youth, you skip it, yes that's true

But you don't go to parties, so in the end, it's up to you

And then you get to choose, between your family or within you

Which is a small price, that's just business as ush'

But like I said it's up to you, end the cycle, keep it spinnin'

I don't really care, but it's within your best interest

But look into this ball, your family wouldn't be suffering

You can have what you wish, you just have to sacrifice for it

You can do what it takes

Make your grandma, aunt, and mom, make them set for life

Will your decision really be wrong?

When you get home, at the end of each day

Look into the mirror, smile and you can say:

"I did it, I made it, I won it, never lost"

But you ran away, you never faced your problems

Did you move on from... (Stop)

You hate it, you faked it

You won it, but you lost

And now you have nothing, it was your love life that had cost

So now you got pills, and a gun, so go have fun

Never caught been lackin', not before, no

Never been a victim after a show, not the show

After I perform, I go to this hotel

It looks like, doesn't seem, it's showtime, but there's no screams

Never caught been lackin', not before, no

Never been a victim after a show, not the show

After I perform, I go to this hotel

It looks like, doesn't seem, it's showtime, but there's no screams