Blue Lyrics

Living through another day, trying to find another way

To find a reason for my existence or why, why I should stay

Started with the mental illness, depression

Since then, never felt succession

This is what happens when you feel like you're part of a lecture

When you're the down one, she's yelling at you, or you don't know what you live for

Or if she's giving you love and you can't see it, because the love is more blind than a

Curtain in the living room if you're arguing with your lover, cause you love her

But can't tell if it's a

Nevermind, something she may stab your back for, I'm sorry I'm a failure

I can't pay back cause I'm poor, I'm a rapper, I can't water the seed

And I don't know what I live for, is this all it is for me?

Living through another day, trying to find another way

To find a reason for my existence or why, why I should stay

Why do you got to, you, make me feel doomed

It's not your fault though, but don't give me any room, yo

'Cause how do you save a man when he's on a manic attack

When you lack, them lovely words of encouragement

Takes courage mate

What does it take to save your soulmate?

Going through the ringer of life when you trife, guys

When you put the ring on her finger and try to go for the first move

Tell me a success story, cause if it don't work, and you worked

Hard to get her love, but if you never felt it

How do you get past all the bad thoughts and shit

Why don't I realize my girl may give a shit?

Was it cause the past rotten shit?

And I may never move on, so I'm sorry babe

But you gotta understand the thoughts that I contemplated

Suicide on my mind, relapse for relaxation

Do I wanna live here and drag you down like a bad fucking boyfriend?

Do U wanna go and look up seeing my family suffer? Or can I get through it?

Well I need help, and God is my savior, but the only person who could really do the saving was you

Living through another day, trying to find another way

To find a reason for my existence or why, why I should stay

Living through another day, trying to find another way

To find a reason for my existence or why, why I should stay