bad habits Lyrics

I got bad habits so you think that I'm a bad one

All these happenstances so I'm losing all my day ones

Floating off like magic so I think I need vacation

Now everyone is calloused and they use manipulation

I lose myself in my own thoughts

I run my mouth but don't walk the talk

I don't let things go I hold on tight

I close my eyes for the ride of my life

I miss it

I miss life

I overthink

I think twice

I think too much about what it means

To leave it and let go of all the things

That are taking up my brain so I never let them go

I spend a lot of time but they always stay close

Make a choice never hold all the pain that I have stored

But it's hard and I can't learn to open up the door

And release my regrets my pain into the wind

I hold them tight really close to my chest

I hang on and don't give all I can

I'm scared I hide don't know why I did

I wait for tomorrow

I don't get it today

If we wait it gets better

Yeah that's what they all say

Bad habits need to go

I can't make them on my own

I need someone to save me

God be the One I'm waiting

For my love for You to grow

But I'm failing on my own

These habits are the death of me

They're taking all my energy

Energy is gone so now I decide to wait

When I go and check the odds that's when I procrastinate

When I realize I'm at fault that's when I become insane

I hate to talk but I love to talk so I talk in my brain

This is all I do I make me fail

Like when I chew my fingernails

I need a break but I can't get one

All this shame is taking over

Bad habits need to go

I can't make them on my own

I need someone to save me

God be the One I'm waiting

For my love for You to grow

But I'm failing on my own

These habits are the death of me

They're taking all my energy

I got bad habits can I break them

Everything I see leads me to be complacent

I see black and white because my vision has been tainted

I wish that I was fine but I miss the days that faded

Why can't I break them down into the earth

Be the one that stands up for myself when I get hurt

Stop myself from killing myself and my self worth

I know I won't last long like this if only change was easier

Look bad habits die hard but I habit harder

You'll never see me call for help when I'm under water

I would rather drown myself than take a hand that's offered

My pride took over I can tell at this rate I'm a goner

Bad habits need to go

I can't make them on my own

I need someone to save me

God be the One I'm waiting

For my love for You to grow

But I'm failing on my own

These habits are the death of me

They're taking all my energy