lonely Lyrics

I wish i wasn't always stuck in my head

If only i was nice and meant when i said

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I can't forgive myself for the bad things i've done

All the places i've gone all the places i've run

To get away from

My pain

To be free from

Mistakes

I want my phone to break free

The freedom i know is lonely

I wish i could get out of this

But i can't move i'm too far in

And now i run from the people who really care

And i run because i'm scared

Because what if no one knows me

Why do i try to be lonely

It's backwards when i try to forget

All the people that hugged me when they said

They loved me

They love me

I wish this life was easy to live

The anxiety comes i wish it didn't

If only it would leave

But now i'm so lonely

So can you give me grace

Sometimes i want to be alone

And fly into outer space

I'm out of here

I want my phone to break free

The freedom i know is lonely

I wish i could get out of this

But i can't move i'm too far in

And now i run from the people who really care

And i run because i'm scared

Because what if no one knows me

Why do i try to be lonely

I'm not scared to see you

Scared to be

With somebody because honestly

It's not that i hate you

It's just that i need time

I need my phone to break free

The freedom i know is lonely

I wish i could get out of this

But i can't move i'm too far in