clay Lyrics

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I've got a tendency

To push away who's good for me

And then I wonder why I'm lonely

(C'mon I want your pity, c'mon I want your pity, c'mon)

I ignore you when you send a message to me

I don't know why

But there's something in my bones that tells me not to reply

There's no reason for this self-destructive behavior

Maybe it's just easier to be alone when I make everyone hate me

Treat you as my punchline

Behind your back is where I was

'Cause I couldn't look you in the eyes

But between my eyes

Is where I needed a punch

'Cause only a pussy hides from the light

I ignore you when you send a message to me

I don't know why

But there's something in my bones that tells me not to reply

There's no reason for this self-destructive behavior

Maybe it's just easier to be alone when I make everyone hate me

Maybe the sight of your name is enough to annoy me

And that's shitty 'cause all you've ever been is good to me

You sent me a framed picture of our day

And all I gave in return were promises made of clay

Now I'm spinning like a movie scene

His hand gliding all over me

I know damn well that if I listened

It would've been you with me

Spinning like a pot of clay

Molded by the words I say

The pressure of my hands on your soul

Is enough to make or break

Break you like clay, break you like clay

Terracotta, slip and scar, not my problem

Break you down like clay, break you down like clay

Terracotta, slip and scar, not my problem