late night convos Lyrics

Late night convos if you're awake

You're 22 and dealing with boy shit

(You caused it)

I'd come over if it were my birthday

Supportive of you in your depression

(Manipulation)

17, naïve

To think you see me as your equal

19, innocently

Unaware that he's stuck in the middle

Late night convos through our phones

Never met you in-person

Never had a chance till you broke up

It's weird how I wished he was my boyfriend

Relationship consolation

From someone who's never had one

Asked me to snoop around on him

I said, "no, you'll never see me on one"

And how fucked up is that?

I get it you were lovesick, you were perfect together

But I guess he didn't feel the same

And now you're in London

And how fucked up is it?

That every time I saw a notification for you pop on my phone

I got excited

I feel indecent

It wasn't my first time being used

And it might not be the last

But I never thought I'd try to be groomed

By a man I'd never met

Even though I hate to admit that I liked the attention

Late night convos when we're awake

The conversation has gotten stagnant

I don't know why I stayed awake in the first place

You never did anything for me