doors!!! Lyrics

Mouth shut

Eyes wide

Slow burn

How much longer can I

Go back and forth

In my mind

These doors are sending me in wrong directions

Hiding in the wardrobes, glad I saw the monsters coming

Tryna find the keys just to survive

Roadblock

Red flag

Cutthroat

Can't think straight

I feel you in my arms again

This time it almost got serious

But

These doors are sending me where I don't wanna be

Right on the front lines, barely made it out last time

Tryna tell you how I feel without a sacrifice

(Now I watch myself)

Slamming shut the car door

Shattering the window

Making sure you're back in the city where you belong

'Cause it's hard to have you here if I can't have you

I wanna close the door on you

The lock keeps breaking open

(You're gonna let the air come through the door!)

I'm tired of tryna hide my pupils and my blushing

(Whenever I'm around you my love!)

I guess my type is unavailable men

(He'll never be able to show me all of his love)

There's a shortage of contact

(And you're my only supplier)

These doors are sending me where I don't wanna be

Right on the front lines, barely made it out last time

Tryna tell you how I feel

Without having to sacrifice something sacred

Slamming shut the front door

Showing all my anger

Tired of tryna hide it

Call it ultimatum

Tired of knowing what I wanna say

But never how to say it

If we're gonna share a bed

I'm tired of being patient

Slamming shut the car door

Shattering the window

Making sure you're back in the city where you belong

'Cause it's hard to have you here if I can't have you

I'm closing the door on you