Regulating Lyrics

All of my questions led me to

Second guessing

Hard to see it until it's worth addressing

Fake brothers with a thirst

Showing me their worst

Someone need to learn a lesson

I can't be violent

So I gotta cut em off, be silent

Trying to live a good life that's vibrant

Everything about me is refinement

And realignment

Need me to sign it so you can see it in ink?

No one tell me how to think

Still I be staring at walls and looking for cause

To things I'm trying to shrink

The daily objective

I can feel it that I'm getting protective

The medicine is never really effective

But psilocybin got the boy introspective

I said it before

I'll say it again

I'm a fucking work in progress

That do not deserve the nonsense

Though it happens to find me

Oh this shit is so timely

How it settles and chooses

On who is due for a medal

And who is due for some bruises

So Here's the deuces

Im escaping conclusion

And taking risk

There's lessons from the bottom

Where the cold wind is brisk

I'm never one to fold

Or be told that I gotta give control

If I wanna make your list

Only speak in peace

Some say I'm regulating

Searching for the good when I look in your eyes

I mean It's how you gotta be 'cause this life devastating

And it's hard to be human but it's all compromise

I ain't tryna dance no more

I ain't tryna dance no more

I ain't tryna dance for the camera

Tryna dance for a dollar

No I ain't tryna dance no more

I listened to bad advice and I got played, sob story

Guess that kind of shit can happen when you want glory

It's mandatory to be tested

But I'm well rested now

So I requested give me a second chance

Better on second glance

My pen it has been enhanced

I sat with a bitter stance

But had to relearn conveying emotion

Licking my wounds

In fact, I'm stitching it too

'Cause I don't believe in the notion

Anybody gonna do it except it for you

Things already in motion

I get too worked up, I know

Jealousy my enemy

Build it proper, build it slow

Quite the price for something free

Hard to wrap around your finger

That's the way it's supposed to be

Always potent when it come from the debris