I've Been Alone Lyrics

I could not sleep for weeks I'm touched

By the sentiment one day I'll be dust

Growing evident my struggle with lust

An elephant showing his tusks

I'm working on the changing room

Must I follow the steps of

Gloom that swallows the best of

Groups more likely in tune

I'm jumping through hoops

While staying in rhythm like quest love

Praying for wisdom

Many issues with the system

But No one will listen

Tried assisting via poetic vision

Just to be seen with heroic ambition

Too bad it was me me me me

Selfish and me me me me

Same as clowns you see on tv

My ear to the ground I seek to be free

From judgement

Is our whole life but a dream?

I'll be expanding my budget

Paying my friends to join the team

They said they'd agree

I trust it

Nothing better than family

When I just cant stand to be

All alone when

I been alone, I know

Baby I need new reasons

I been alone, I know

Maybe I blame the seasons

Too much

I be lying like soon enough

High flying I'm suiting up

Then hide like I do enough

I do enough

Many hours no communication

Outside closed

True hallucination

I've outgrown

Where I used to hang

When doubt flies low

Need separation

Old friends go

In the same cycle

Round round round

Won't get off the ground

I'm watching them drown

They're swinging at garbage

I play from the mound

Calling the shots

Try to press you're smoking rocks

It gonna get ugly, no polkadots

I've handled rope and been tying knots

Shit

Meaning I'm good with the technicals

Got a lil thing she respectable

I can only live by ethical

Open heart but I'm still so skeptical

Its gets tiring

Not as inspiring

Maybe I need some re-wiring

Maybe the problem is under the hood and that's why the engine ain't firing

No no no no, calling for help again

I been alone, I know

Baby I need new reasons

I been alone, I know

Maybe I blame the seasons

Too much

I be lying like soon enough

High flying I'm suiting up

Then hide like I do enough

I do enough