Regretful Apology Lyrics

Say hello to my newest low

I must've dug this grave here

Blaming others wouldn't be fair

Me being wrong is a jumpscare

As I speak my evils can you hear

How can I say I care

All the alarms are blaring

You better beware

Your karma is lurking everywhere

So be wary cuz it varies

Enough dead weight that I carry

But I won't let it get heavy

Accidents, they happen plenty

Yeah we still got the Chevy

But it can't even be driven

And it cost a pretty penny

So listen I mean I respected you

The things we've been through

More than a few

But who knew wait I did

The instincts that I'm fighting

Leave me extinct, I'm dying

I think I'm done replying

And apologizing

Do you not know what you seek?

Do you expect it from me?

Do you tear easily?

Do you expect an apology?

Holidays are fake rituals treated like they're habitual

The cash comes in annual and I find it skeptical

I gotta trust the signal that comes from my medial

This pain is perpetual and it seems unusual

Now cut that connect because the words I said

I can't take it back so my face turns red

Dug up my past and watch my sick thought spread

It only took a flash now it's all in the threads

Took a better path in the second half

Couldn't laugh on their behalf

I put down the draft for their graph

Soon the shadow I cast can crack

Now stop denying you need assurance and reliance

By the ones you make happy and keep smiling

Despite the worse timing

So I think I'm done replying

And apologizing

Do you not know what you seek?

Do you expect it from me?

Do you tear easily?

Do you expect an apology?

Word of advice

Stopping asking life why

Just roll the dice thrice

Don't get enticed

Because if you take the wrong bite

You'll wind up seeing the light

Aside from that I must atone

For what I've condoned

So I'm staying off my phone

Cuz I'm best alone

I know the power of words

That's why I don't curse

I see the turn knowing I still get curved

On an opportunity, so ruin me

I'm warning you I'm better off bitter

My parents didn't raise a quitter

Sweet revenge turns sour

These salty looks overpower

I'm seeing too much compliance

It's voluntary confinement

I better not catch you crying

Whose truth are you hiding

Your situation is biased

I think I'm done replying

And apologizing

Do you not know what you seek?

Do you expect it from me?

Do you tear easily?

Do you expect an apology?