Melodies & Remedies Lyrics

These melodies

Are my remedy

This music is the only thing healing me

Oh how can it be?

My heart still beats?

Even though time keeps passing me?

They call me bitter and twisted

I laugh like I don't get it

And I'm starting to believe it

Is my nature sadistic?

I might become a statistic

They can see my emotions

Even when I don't show them

That's why my mental's broken

And that's why I present myself

As someone so golden

I tell myself love is just another poison

That hasn't reached my system

I will not open

Even when my casket closes

I reject dreams from reality

Nonfiction to fallacy

Well why does this have to be?

I swear it keeps happening

My favorite sin is lust

That's why I worry about us

As in me, myself, and I

We look at each other like why?

It's not my fault it's mine

I'm going schizo this time

I hope everything turns out fine

Cuz

These melodies

Are my remedy

This music is the only thing healing me

Oh how can it be?

My heart still beats?

Even though time keeps passing me?

No one knows what I fear

Honestly, I'm always scarred

I have false confidence

I can't really say I hate it

When it's what I masquerade with

I'm sick of seeing these faces

That are all temporary

I already see their replacements

The dreams I kept chasing

Music is my anti-depressant

Manifest my future in the present

I can't see but I sense your presence

But

I'm sick of being asked

If I'm okay or happy

If it isn't clear I'm unsure

I want my intentions to be pure

This is torture

My nightmares increased more

I'm trapped in a room with no door

End my heart's race

But not the rate

Think at an erratic pace

I don't even feel safe

When I'm awake

But

These melodies

Are my remedy

This music is the only thing healing me

Oh how can it be?

My heart still beats?

Even though time keeps passing me?

My safe haven has been colonized

I know I'm not traumatized

My dreams' goal is only to remind

Of me of the time

I was five

Y'all were outside

It felt like something had died

Was it my inner child?

Just answer me

Tell me the dream that I had on my birthday

Wasn't just to tease me

Replaced my tears for me bleeding

And when I cried

I know that she died

I can see her when I close my eyes

And hear my name in your tone

So when I space out in a world of my own

Where my blood doesn't hate each other

And I'm not disgusted by discussion