Omen / Omen II Lyrics

I don't like your stance on me

I take pride in me

From head to toe

My skin to soul

I've had the biggest goals

No one knows

I don't let people in

Because I keep questioning

Their purpose in my life

Will they corrupt mine

Simply by affiliation

Get away from me you crustacean

Rip off your crab legs not for the sake of tasting

Just for the satisfaction

You wanna come destroy my faction

Split the numbers in half but it ain't a fraction

Can't divide the pie if you keep subtracting

I'm always first but I ain't the fastest

I believe I'm a danger

Treat my friends like their strangers

As for my anger

It always resurfaces

Whenever sadness is

I developed bad practices

I watch the activist

Overdose on actavis

The pill bottle he opens it

For the opiates

That will be passed down generations

As they keep killing us out the station

Why is there observation to my defamation

Watch when I find your transportation

I will give a mighty fine demonstration

Of what happens if you play those in my rotation

As I ration out if its rationale

Might milk the game with no cash cow

Passing a gas that'll air out a crowd

Wasn't high in school but look at me now

My grades are on cloud nine

Eight years til he baptized

Seven stains in my bloodline

Six times two is on my behind

There are five voices plus mine

I got four minutes til I'm up in time

Heard three rumors in the grapevine

These two accidents coincide

There's only one way I could be described

Y'all got no backbone, lacking a spine

It's a slippery slope, a writhing ride

A snake's intent rests on your mind

Kill what you hold, squeeze out it's life

No I ain't blind to it

When I look at you I can define stupid

Hear pain in my voice cuz I've been through it

I see Blacks in blues like how could you do it

After witnessing

How they want us to sing

Wade in the Waters

As we sit and be slaughtered

I can't go any farther

And that's word to my father

The grass in this garden

Ain't getting no water

Therefore it is rotting

But is it forgotten

Nah, it's just a reminder

I know I have a broken family

I'm trying to put them back together

Piece by piece but these traumatic pasts

Would cause them to clash

Haven't seen my father's brother

Since I visited grandmother's

I only know my uncle sold that

It was so bad

He'd be arrested at the funerals

That I keep going to

Are you even alive

Were you caught by the FBI

All these trying times

On momma's side

Great grandad or granddad

What's wrong with your head

I'm not gonna sit here and wish death upon you

But I have to ask in all honesty

What if you knew your mom and aunt

Were products of child molestation

Oh now you got questions

Dad held my hand so tight

So I wouldn't go out of sight

He has experiences with his family

That had been abused sexually

Wondering where I've been

See why I'm so distant

And resistant to my inclusion

Swear I'm bad omen

Oops that's was too open

My eyes swollen

Cuz the tears I've kept holding

I'm unsure of where my soul ends

I'm familiar with my opponents

Adding up the components

To developing depression

I'm just wishing my own hands is how I'm finished

Understood all perspectives

So how am I still unhinged

Am I destined to hold this wisdom

Without common sense

Demons on my shoulders remind me I have no friends

Revisiting into isolation

With no plans of returning

I hope my absence is accepted or at least expected

Team immaturity not my words their yours

Where's the compassion in your heart

This is just evil just dark

To leave someone alone as they fall apart

I see no happy endings

Just second chances that need to be given

Forget and forgive but the reaction is petty vengeance

I won't let this happen again

Under the pressure

Don't question when I say I don't trust you

You've proven to me

You only think me

Instead of an us or we

On your own with no one to hold

Just end your life

There's nowhere else to go

Omen