quiet pain Lyrics

Quiet pain just be pouring like the rain

Drive a person insane when it talks

Quite the shame

Perform in the shackles cause my heart still remains

Fighting with the devil so don't get in my lane

I don't know what to say

So I call it quiet pain

Call it quiet pain

Quiet pain

Quiet pain just be pouring like the rain

Quiet pain

The cold air blowing on me just as cold as my breath

I'm reliving out my memories

It's all I have left

Every since my cousin died it was me and myself

And now my brother's gone

All I wish for is death

My life is a misery

My mind is in a drift

This is the epitome of reality's if

It's a bonafide myth

Residing pains can not lift if they're hanging from a cliff

My river's full of sorrow

Got a chain to my lip cause I pray for forgiveness if I leaped off the ship

A dangerous drift and the gain is not a gift

It's a heinous mischief

Feel it weighing from the hip

It's tearing through emotionally

This alcohol I sip to cover up the sadness and the pain that I grip

They telling me this but life's telling me that

It's hard to resist when I can't react

I cannot exist when my mental's attacked

My heart's forever scarred

I know that for a fact

If you listen to its beat you will hear it's off track

You hear the aches and creeks cause my loves not intact

I struggle everyday but I don't tell a soul

It's probably for the best cause my heart's too cold

I see their happiness and I don't want to impose

So do not mind me

I am broken and froze

Quiet pain just be pouring like the rain

Drive a person insane when it talks

Quite the shame

Perform in the shackles cause my heart still remains

Fighting with the devil so don't get in my lane

I don't know what to say

So I call it quiet pain

Call it quiet pain

Quiet pain

Quiet pain drive a person insane

Quiet pain

These memories are killing me

They drive me insane

If I rap this negativity

I'll trade it for fame

If I sell this bad energy to kill off the pain

Will It stop all the feelings

Poured emotions down the drain

I try to fight depression but I can't keep it tamed

Lord forgive me for the suicidal thoughts in my brain

But I see no other way to escape all this pain

The only thing that's keeps me in this world to this day is the fact my family suffers through this faith

I know I can't leave but I don't want to stay

My heart is conceived by the thoughts that remain

I can't express the pain

There's a silent exchange

I asked myself everyday can I live in a world where I feel so much pain

Anxiety in a twirl

There's no sight that's in aim

My black heart can not hold all the light from the stars

I feel too cold and world is too dark

Heaven isn't too far

I just whisper this saying

This is quiet pain

Quiet pain just be pouring like the rain

Quiet pain drive a person insane

I don't know what to say so I call it quiet pain

So I call it quiet pain

So I call it quiet pain