ALONE Lyrics

I'm hearing the clock is ticking, I

I'm seeing the time I'm missing, I

I'm feeling my mind is hitting a

A all time low thinking and thinking I'm

I'm nothing to no one except myself

The rover is walking but going left

The right ways not right so I'm going left

What way to express what is really felt

I thank both my mom and my dad for the way how they raised me

But I'm not your baby that you both once raised

I want you to pray for me

I may be a little bit crazy

The voice in the back of my mind tryna play me

Asking me who has been helping me lately

No one cares, they can't save me

Nowadays I feel like my day one

He's not my day one anymore

And the ones who I thought were my friends

They aren't my friends down to the core

I'm walking a type rope while wearing the weight of the devil, he's sitting on top of me

If I fall, there is no hope

I'm taking the long road with no direction where to go

I'm unsure of a lot of things

My voice isn't heard

That I do know

My heart has been gone for too long

But I have no one who I can call on

So I turn to the notes of my own songs

Put the ink to the pad til it's all gone

I'm feeling a vibe that's killing my wellbeing

Give me more I fiend for this type of feeling like it's morphine

Change my energy to this dark theme

I'm picking back up from my past where no light had been cast on the stage in which I played

Out with the new and in with the old age

Apparently I communicate better with the past me

But something's telling me that I probably shouldn't take advice from the past me

It'll leave me left crashing

But I want myself racing

Like a lambo, adrenaline crazy

The faces are changing

I feel I've been craving for this darkness cause the payouts amazing

For far too long I've been putting up a front

Constantly faking what I really am

Contemplating whether they will hate me

I'm alone in this world so that will not phase me

Alone in my mind, it's irking me

Alone with this heart, it's hurting me

Alone with two souls and no certainty

I speaking with those but not verbally

I feeling the devil has cursed me

There's a hole in my chest that has burden me

Alone

Please take me to the place where I