DISASTER Lyrics

I'm feeling dead inside, my nerves is shaking now they breakin man I'm petrified

I'm tryna numb the pain away that's why I'm gettin high

I'm scrapping money up together barely gettin by

Been holding shit in for too long I'm bout to let it fly

Man I just can't take this shit no more

Been bottled up for years but now this shit bout to explode

I kept my cool but my patience is running very low

Don't wanna take it this far but fuck it now here we go

I tried and tried over and over but to no prevail

I'm bout to throw this shit away just like some open mail

You said it once you said it twice that I can go to hell

But maybe I'm already there it's like oh fuckin well

What's left to say that hasn't been said time and time again

It don't mean nothing just like the dirt I've been lying in

A lonely grave all by myself like I ain't tryna win

Just know these water deeper than you think your diving in

I'm out here drowning and you do nothing to pull me out

I wanna fix it wanna talk but when we do we shout

At one another that's a shame that's not what we about

Tell me whats the fuckin reason now

Why you testing me, always in my face and shit

Why you testing me, back it off you need to quit

Why you testing me, seems like dramas all your after

Why you testing me, bitch you looking for disaster

That's the recipe, always in my face and shit

Why you testing me, back it off you need to quit

Why you testing me, seems like dramas all your after

Why you testing me, bitch you looking for disaster

That's the recipe, don't ever take my kindness for weakness

I'm aggravated everyday I'm just tryna keep this

Devil from coming out and exposing your secrets

I've had a long fuckin day you don't wanna see me pissed

A little harsh on my part let me apologize

I just don't know how much more I can take of all the lies

Wanna see me down but after I fall I rise

I think I'm done with this shit you know how hard I tried

Way too long put up with this shit for too many years

All together I think we done shed too many tears

We strong together but apart we have to many fears

Wait up hold on I think I done had too many beers

The fuck I'm saying I don't need you in my life no more

Keep all this shit you got here but for me it's time to go

I'm on to bigger better things you moving kinda slow

Just thought that you should have the right to know

Why you testing me, always in my face and shit

Why you testing me, back it off you need to quit

Why you testing me, seems like dramas all your after

Why you testing me, bitch you looking for disaster

That's the recipe, always in my face and shit

Why you testing me, back it off you need to quit

Why you testing me, seems like dramas all your after

Why you testing me, bitch you looking for disaster

That's the recipe