DESPAIR Lyrics

I'm drowning in my sorrows with a fifth of Hennessy

And everybody that I know ain't friends but they pretend to be

I'm drinking all alone because I don't need no one telling me

The way to live my life because you're just another enemy

I'm sick and tired of these people telling me I need to change

Instead I'll just take down my bottles clean em up and rearrange

No need for you to stick around cause honestly I'll be the same

Person in the morning nothing new I just might be insane

I'm losing grip, on my reality

It's a good trip, but it's a fantasy

I will admit, that I'm no masterpiece

But I'm a take what I can get so why you mad at me

Just let me drink my life away I don't know how to fit in

Isolate myself I'm a recluse and that's the way I'm livin

No need to confess my sins I don't believe in no religion

So I drink inside my restroom and I throw up in the kitchen

I wanna drink these memories away till I can't feel

Don't wanna know the difference between if it's fake or real

I wanna drink all night at home and sit here by myself

Don't wanna have no company the world can go to hell

I wanna drink and just pretend like everything is fine

Don't wanna think about my failures or the wasted time

I wanna drink, I wanna drink just let me fuckin drink

Don't wanna think, don't wanna think I just don't wanna think

I'm not an alcoholic I just like to break away

But you the one with problems talking shit and I won't hate to say

To back the fuck up off me I don't need you in my face today

I'm tryna get so drunk so I can erase all the pain away

Another shot of whiskey that's another problem out the door

Another shot of vodka that's gonna put my ass out for sure

Another shot of Henny that I stole last night from out the store

Another shot of something and I, can't even count no more

Fuck it though, I'm finally gettin there

Bitch don't fuckin act like your ass care

I'm all out, don't have a fuck to spare

Let me wallow in my own despair

I don't have a fuck to spare

Let me wallow in my own despair

No I don't have a fuck to spare

So let me wallow in my own despair

Let me wallow in my own despair

Let me wallow in my own despair

Let me wallow in my own despair

Let me wallow in my own despair

I wanna drink these memories away till I can't feel

Don't wanna know the difference between if it's fake or real

I wanna drink all night at home and sit here by myself

Don't wanna have no company the world can go to hell

I wanna drink and just pretend like everything is fine

Don't wanna think about my failures or the wasted time

I wanna drink, I wanna drink just let me fuckin drink

Don't wanna think, don't wanna think I just don't wanna think