The Day You Died ft. Moøn Lyrics

I remember that day

Oh wow

I remember the way it slowed down

The emotion in my face drained out

Thoughts inside my brain screamed loud

No

Tryna get out but they never did

Try to rely on the medicine up in my head again (ahh)

Lost my best friend so my demons are denizens

Every second spent I drown in my head again

While they're chillin and settling

This is a state that I've never been

Wish I could tell you how dead I've been

Ritalin ecstasy need it right next to me

I need adrenaline

You wouldn't get it

Man this is pathetic

"Wanna be dead when I said it I meant it"

That's what my friend said

I try to avoid any thought of that

It's making me sad

The thought of that of that day that dreadful day

When I found out that you passed on had a mask on

Depressed and tryna hide it had a fight for your life every night

Where have my eyes been

Might've been able to help you

My sin?

I saw it I should've just rescued

Now I just miss you

Sat in the shower for hours bawling my eyes out

Cried out your name

Forgetting your face It's all going blank

I feel ashamed

Your death didn't make any pain go away

It transferred to people that stand by your grave every day

Trying to communicate to someone that's dead

I'm sick of the meds depression is set

You're lost you're gone is this what you want?

I mean

Is this what you wanted?

Didn't believe that people were haunted

Til you were gone and now I can see what they mean

I wish I could stop it

I wish I'd have stopped you