i'm (not) okay. Lyrics

(Everything's alright)

(Everything's okay)

(I'll find my inner peace as my life it drains away)

Everything's alright

Everything's okay

(I'll find my inner peace as my life it drains away)

I lie to myself saying everything's okay

While your life stays the same as my life fades away

Imma lay in my bed just to live day by day

I'll take these lyrics to grave with attention you never paid

I gave you my heart expecting it not to break

Got thoughts on my brain that I'd never ever say

Life is a game that I just don't wanna play

Just like some braces you're the one that kept me straight

But you deserve an Oscar with the love that you fake

Skinnymikangelo paint this beat like a masterpiece the same that I make my flows

Don't ask me questions if you don't want the answers to em

Ask me if I'm fine one more time

I bet that you won't do it

Grab a chain rock a beanie keep my head down

All my three wishes to a genie is that I'll never frown,

My heart you just stole it then you broke it

I've resulted to the hope that serotonin finds its way home

And then maybe I can settle with the fact that I'll never be okay

I'm fading but I crave solid placement

I progress but then there's another problem I'm faced with

The pursuit happiness is only a pursuit

I think the day I realized that was when I lost you

Now I hate every single mirror that I look into

Cuz every time I see my face just say

I'm okay I'm okay I'm okay

I'm never gonna say

Gonna say what I mean

When I rap you're just listening

To skinny lie through his teeth

Lie through his teeth

Gotta devil on my shoulder with a halo on my head

Gotta back up off the alc cause I'm only seeing red

Making money moves til I see what's coming next

Deathbed shot head face all red

Now I'm dead

I got attached when I saw the horns on her head

Imma take a puff go and fill up my lungs

Am I a bed? cause I swear I've been slept on

She asked me for my soul and said it wouldn't take long

As her smile widened I could tell her teeth were thronged

I'm not the type to care

I could fade away and I would only just stare

Rip my hair out my head

Cuz the demons have infested

Cross it off the checklist

SkinnyMikadelox

De de Dead on psychedelics

Yeah I guessed it

Get outta my face and quit asking if I'm okay

My mental health is fading as I watch it drain away

Fade away

Whatever you wanna say

I wanna leave this place where I fade

But the people in this place are forcing me to stay

I'm watching myself as I slowly fade to gray

I'll prolly be forgotten so one thing I gotta say

I'll tell you that I'm okay as my life it drains away

(Everything's alright)

(Everything's okay)

(I'll find my inner peace as my life it drains away)

(Everything's alright)

(Everything's okay)

(I'll find my inner peace as my life it drains away)