FOOL'S PARADISE Lyrics

Pick apart the vision

Pick apart these writtens

Pick apart everything that I disclose

On the peak of packing

All the things I fashion

All my needs and habits

Deemed too expose

My dreams and my demons

I needed the most

Every season, I'm freezing

But it only snows in the winter

Hindering all of my goals

My very conscience that fathoms

The truth I've been passing

With sprinkles of powders and tablets

These tactics elaborate

It is too late to tap out

I've been crashing

Can't black out without any xanax

I'm asking my dealer like I'm just a madman

Masking my pain like disguising my face

With a cloak I can't ever contain

All my hope down the drain

Like the soap

Used to scrub woes

Off my wit

Or the scars on my wrist

I could go parlay these bars

About starting self harm

Or discard all that shit

And go live from a place of my truth

To embrace

All my distaste for you dudes

Reflects too in this case

In the way that I hate this

Like losing a race

Or a bet that I'd prove you to shame

Feeling so used, I've been stained

So sometimes I feel like I'm losing

Or I just feel nothing but pain

Everyday

I want to fade away

Can't put my faith in face

Afraid my fate will break

And there ain't no escape

All these hopeless takes suggest

My hope is draped in a cloak of shame

From issues that I never overcame

Bitch, it's hard to live through

Without noble aims

Am I supposed to stay?

Who's there to blame?

With this woeful change

As I form my rage

Everyday

I want to fade away

Can't put my faith in face

Afraid my fate will break

And there ain't no escape

All these hopeless takes suggest

My hope is draped in a cloak of shame

From issues that I never overcame

Bitch, it's hard to live through

Without noble aims

Am I supposed to stay?

Who's there to blame?

With this woeful change

As I form my rage

Suicide

To subdue my mind

Is it the truth I find or just futile lies?

Self abuse to enlighten

Illusions are heightened

Nothing to do, I'm so frightened

By the news

I liken to doom

At the height when I drew my excitement

Tighten the noose, I'm still fighting

Brutal violence, crucial timing

Glued to my mind

When I'm losing the vibrance

Flew through signs

That proved my mind was crucified

Utilized the Lucifer on lucid lines

Human kind is abusive

I'm used to trying

To abide by the rules is a stupid crime

Who am I?

By the fuel that induces rhymes

To refine

All the truces I unified

Through the tide

I consumed what I knew would fry

My brain and my thoughts in my frugal mind

I hate these bittys

And I hate the city

I hate my body

Can't see nobody

Bitch, I hate my face

And I could tell they probably

Would drain my strength

This is my deathly folly

At this rate, I'll stay

Self conscious, counting pills

Place the things that would make me jolly

Can't take the pain

Afraid this shit will drown me

In a lake of shame

Killing hope, so calmly

Everyday

I want to fade away

Can't put my faith in face

Afraid my fate will break

And there ain't no escape

All these hopeless takes suggest

My hope is draped in a cloak of shame

From issues that I never overcame

Bitch, it's hard to live through

Without noble aims

Am I supposed to stay?

Who's there to blame?

With this woeful change

As I form my rage