D.T.A (Or: Lessons In Adapting To A Terrible Reality) Lyrics

Breathe in, breathe out 

On the surface, I'm kinda quiet 

But losing my mind, deep down

On the beat feeling defeated

Peep the bleak sound 

Watch it creep as they weep 

Thoughts at their peak sprout 

In the deep end of the season 

Take a seat down

Got the heebie-jeebies 

I'm bleeding my needs now 

On your knees now

A-town up or peace down

Put my feet down 

Peace out 

Leave out the devil in the details 

Beyond the truth 

On a bender identified as a rendezvous 

Don't mind the few divine new loops 

That i rhyme to and blind the youth  

I'm mindful the lines are proof 

I'm suicidal and quite attuned 

To my idols who've tried abuse 

Lose my sight, I don't like you dudes 

Never mind, the pursuit of some shine

I take flight and lose my damn mind 

When I light a fuse 

Bitch, I might still prove 

I'm aligned with the lightning too 

Every night, I recite the truth 

Every time, I decide to annihilate 

I'm maniacal

Whatever hides in the back of my mind  

I maintain i'm liable to convey 

My undeniable claims  

Sizable shames a stain 

On my motherfucking impulse

I remain contained in this 

By default

Try to escape my brain 

As I try to revolt 

Lies result in some pain 

I can't fight or float on these waves 

Reliable ways to go fucking violate fakes 

Fuck it, the fire within 

Plummets desires till I acquire new sins 

That's just how I feel

That's just how I feel

That's just how I feel about it 

Love, I can't be healed without it 

Drugs, I cannot leave without it 

Bitch, I will go lead this malice 

Be about it, see about it 

Don't beat around the bush 

On the beat, I give 'em a push 

With the ease, they give me a look like I'm evil

I never ever could believe you 

Read you like a book 

You're so deceitful 

Doom parallels truth

Here's a new overview 

Chaos ensues

When desires are overdue 

Over a few couple days 

Far from sober boo  

Exposed to the smoke

That chokes all of the views of the flukes

Some of them who I knew 

The clues will evoke some new cud to chew  

Put two and together, fuck you dudes 

Never lose my vendetta 

I become attuned to the bruises and weather 

I've succumbed to feuds 

Somewhat rude, I've been better 

What the fuck to do 

When I'm in tune with the pressure 

Crush these loops 

When I rummage, on the regular 

Bitch, does it register? 

When I make the change for competitors 

Bet your bottom dollar

No rest assured

Best be referred as the best 

That you never heard 

Embezzle a breath of fresh air 

When they all stare 

That's just how I feel

That's just how I feel

That's just how I feel about it 

Love, I can't be healed without it 

Drugs, I cannot leave without it 

Bitch, I will go lead this malice 

Be about it, see about it 

Don't beat around the bush 

On the beat, I give 'em a push 

With the ease, they give me a look like I'm evil

I never ever could believe you 

Read you like a book 

You're so deceitful 

That's just how I feel

That's just how I feel

That's just how I feel about it 

Love, I can't be healed without it 

Drugs, I cannot leave without it 

Bitch, I will go lead this malice 

Be about it, see about it 

Don't beat around the bush 

On the beat, I give 'em a push 

With the ease, they give me a look like I'm evil

I never ever could believe you 

Read you like a book 

You're so deceitful