*insert cliche inspirational quote about overcoming obstacles* Lyrics

Ill hunger, I'm still hung up

I still love her

To think of the fun of my thrills

To go kill something

Still hunting

I feel this ordeal is just real pungent

Pill popping, i conceal problems

It reveals nothing

Real rushes appeal to my feelings

I still function

Far from ideal

With these spiels pumping

I Appear drunken

I pierce my fears with a fierce friction

What do we have here?

It's been a bad year

Collapse or contract all the brash fear

Or be pussy as Pap smears

Would it, should it make any change

Shook up, I should've attained

A better hook on everything

Ive betted looks are everything

But that ain't looking better

Think I better cook up better things

Or try to focus on the cheddar

Know that I can never let go

Look at all the pressure

That I betted would erode

All of the pleasure unfolds

While the weather turns cold

Thinking way past

I may take a day stat

To erase the hate latched

While you paper chase, stacks

Will invade the space

Packed with a shade of shame

Face the facts

Till i fade to black

Burn this paperback

I know, I know

This can't go on forever

I hold my soul

In the morbid weather

I know that it's cold

But hope it will get better

Because hopes

The only thing that's keeping me together

I know, I know

This can't go on forever

I hold my soul

In the morbid weather

I know that it's cold

But hope it will get better

Because hopes

The only thing that's keeping me together

Ready or not

Bitch, I'm ready to pop

I got the devil in me playing heavy metal

Off top

Several levels unlocked

Still confess that I walk

With rebels dressed like a jock

All I need is one shot

Like Lethal weapon

I settle with threats like veteran cops

Ready, set, steady

Motherfucker Let's go

Already sick of these petty, irreverent hoes

Still a degenerate

But I'm better than most

Unsettling, I'm meddling with checks

While i coast

On the prospect that profit

Unhinges my jaws quick

I just need the glory and a goth bitch

Just need my story on topic

Just these immortal lines dropped with

The beat, I'm a freak till I'm probably deceased

The object of my deep affection recedes

The prospects I speak of eject when I dream

With the dread down the street

Tick, tick

Steady with the sick shit

Misfit, better get my dick licked

By a bitch, I already know from districts

Nip slip, send that bitch my way

Slick drift, speeding on the highway

See these motherfuckers sideways

Annihilate

And I'll lay

A verse or two like a tidal wave

Wide awake

Every night in my hideaway

I know, I know

This can't go on forever

I hold my soul

In the morbid weather

I know that it's cold

But hope it will get better

Because hopes

The only thing that's keeping me together