Clean Lyrics

Hey it's me

I just want to say that I'm sorry I always fuck everything

And that I can't just be normal

I'm trying

I wake up dead or scared that I'm not

I pray to god god god

Somebody save me

Save me

I got a girl that treats me like heaven

Texted me this morning but I ain't read it

I'm too busy with the girl I'm in bed with

Thought I might have found love for a second

Now I'm thinking that I should have used protection

Because I can feel it crawling all over my wet skin

Staring at the ceiling until she exists

As I sober up and start to regret this

I do this every week I must have a death wish

And I think I might be in love with all my exes

I remember her skin was perfection

Something about walls I could never get in

So I hang every hopes from these bent limbs

And trace out every ghost on my bed spread

And when I get in I think gotta get her back

Because I miss the comfort of rejection

I guess I always thought trust was tension

That's why no one ever falls in love with their best friend

Theses are my confessions saved for my coffin

Please tell the Devil I was never much for talking okay

I wake up dead or scared that I'm not

I pray to god god god

Somebody save me

Somebody make me clean

Make me clean

I'm sick of texting the same girls in my rolodex of settling

Substitutes for you I'm casting but you never read

The only girls I let audition hardly act

And no matter how they play it they ain't never get a call back

I'll just lay here until she leaves

Then I'll get up and wash the sheets

Take the condom out the street

I don't want any evidence to see

I'm the only one that gets to hurt me

I'd hang myself but that's too much mercy

I am dirty I am vice I'm unworthy I am spite

How many more times can I burn down a happy life

I've been pouring from an empty cup full of empty lust

Panic stricken liquor let me me be the Devil's son

Theses are confessions for the roof of my coffin

Please tell the ceiling I was never much for talking

The whiskey won't shut up

It's got me feeling love struck

They smartin' up to my dumb luck

And I know I gotta change it

I just wanna know that I'm gonna be okay

These are normal things and they're all gonna go away

But when the girl of my dreams woke up

I was passed out wasted off the same old drugs

Because sometimes I question if I really am a happy man

Then I crack another bottle and stop wondering

Text a girl that I really don't want

I was feeling pretty good until the day I went numb

But now I just wanna know that I'm gonna be okay

All I ever really do is ruin everything

How many more nights can I give

To the same monsters that don't give a shit until

I wake up dead or scared that I'm not

I pray to god god god

Somebody save me

Somebody make me clean

I wake up dead or scared that I'm not

I pray to god god god

Somebody save me

Somebody make me clean

I wake up dead or scared that I'm not

I pray to god god god

Somebody save me

Somebody make me clean

I wake up dead or scared that I'm not

I pray to god god god

Somebody save me

Somebody make me clean

I wake up dead or scared that I'm not

I pray to god god god

Somebody save me

Somebody make me clean

I wake up dead or scared that I'm not

I pray to god god god

Somebody save me

Somebody make me clean

Make me clean