Bedroom Lyrics

Got me weeping in the bedroom

I don't wanna be the one you lost

Stressing writing music; telling stories of my mom

How you gonna hurt me?

I've been trying just to see you bright

So I got to go and tell you

Fuck that

I don't even want my life back

Taking all this medicine like candy on the nightstand

Can't stand

Living home is like a nightmare

Anxious and bewildered everyday because I'm so scared

If you love me

Tell me that you want me

Crying every night because I'm scared you're gonna haunt me

If you love me

Tell me that you want me

Crying every night because I'm scared you're gonna haunt me

I'm a witch boy

Tell me I'm a bitch boy

Nothings gonna change me

But I'm changing cuz I'm home boy

Crying when I'm smothered

No one listens when I struggle

Can you help me when I need you?

But you never, so I'm subtle

But you gotten what you wanted

You don't need me

So your honest

With the crack of dawn upon us

Coming up is now my trauma

Living like the saying yeah I got it from my momma

Living like the saying

Got me weeping in the bedroom

I don't wanna be the one you lost

Stressing writing music; telling stories of my mom

How you gonna hurt me?

I've been trying just to see you bright

So I got to go and tell you

Fuck that

I don't even want my life back

Taking all this medicine like candy on the nightstand

Can't stand

Living home is like a nightmare

Anxious and bewildered everyday because I'm so scared

If you love me

Tell me that you want me

Crying every night because I'm scared you're gonna haunt me

If you love me

Tell me that you want me

Crying every night because I'm scared you're gonna haunt me

Its a new day

Changing up my brain waves

Wake up in the morning

Got me prepping for the earthquake

And my soul shakes

Only for the heart break

Always left to wonder what is left before my end date?

Maybe I was meant for this?

Maybe I'm a ghost?

Maybe you were never proud of what I did before?

All I ever did was try to be son you want

Now you always poking asking what's the stuff I'm on

Waiting for the moment

You was gonna show me love

Instead you have breaking down

And never given trust

Disown me, you don't own me

Anymore is what it was

You seen me at my lowest

You're the reason why I'm fucked

Got me weeping in the bedroom

I don't wanna be the one you lost

Stressing writing music; telling stories of my mom

How you gonna hurt me?

I've been trying just to see you bright

So I got to go and tell you

Fuck that

I don't even want my life back

Taking all this medicine like candy on the nightstand

Can't stand

Living home is like a nightmare

Anxious and bewildered everyday because I'm so scared

If you love me

Tell me that you want me

Crying every night because I'm scared you're gonna haunt me

If you love me

Tell me that you want me

Crying every night because I'm scared you're gonna haunt me

Crying every night because I'm scared you're gonna haunt me

Crying every night because I'm scared you're gonna haunt me