If Today Lyrics

If today

Was the day

That you would hold me close

And this pain

Swept away

Before I lost my home

I can't remember those feelings

And all those things I believed in

Did you think that I was grieving

You could say my past was my beating

Mama could you tell me, that you loved me

Like you did before?

And if I was a choice

would you care that I had a voice?

I was your son and now I'm dumb because you told me that

I would be nothing, guess that something

I relate to that

If today

Was the day

That you would hold me close

And this pain

Swept away

Before I lost my home

I can't remember those feelings

And all those things I believed in

Did you think that I was grieving

You could say my past was my beating

I was your mistake

And I know you never want me

Mama cant you help me?

You're the one I'm wanting here

Abusing me through these years

And I'm filling up with these tears

Damage in the face

Have me facing all my fears now

Therapist ain't helping seen relapsing as my help now

I know I am your problem

If you really keep me

Why you gotta hurt me

Everyday I'm hurting

If today

You would say

that I won't let you go

You would see

That I'm me

So maybe you would know

I can't breathe

Filled with grief

Whenever you got cold

Can you please?

Cherish me?

Instead of letting go

If today

Was the day

That you would hold me close

And this pain

Swept away

Before I lost my home

I can't remember those feelings

And all those things I believed in

Did you think that I was grieving

You could say my past was my beating

If today

Was the day

That you would hold me close

And this pain

Swept away

Before I lost my home

I can't remember those feelings

And all those things I believed in

Did you think that I was grieving

You could say my past was my beating