Hold My Tears Lyrics

I did wanna say you

We could stay forever on this roof top

Fight about something I ain't even know

Tryna hold my tears writing this song

I understand that there's a lot that I been feeling

Go to sleep and dream about what I been needing

All these days I wish my childhood exists

Have me seeing all these families; getting jealous of their kids

Always hurting; never finding my escape

Breaking down I think I'm bounded when I break

And if I need a life I'm better off to energize my inner mind

Deciding how I want to feel like I'm okay

I did wanna say you

We could stay forever

All these years passing, but no changing what I seen

I feel like I'm a hermit in the scene

And if she wants to love me

Let it be

No wonder why I'm feeling weak

Because I suffered more then humans could've seen

And now I feel so weakened and deplete

I feel like this how it be

Because I'm needing more then I have ever needed

I wish she could've loved me from the start

I did wanna say you

We could stay forever on this roof top

Fight about something I ain't even know

Tryna hold my tears writing this song

I feel I'm made to crash

Broken hearts and feeling sad

Wonder if its meant to end or see how long its gonna last

All this time that's gonna pass

But no hope we'll get it back

Cause the past is in the past

And all we need is what we have

I may have lived a life

That many others won't survive

I'm sheltered but I figured

If I need her then I'll try

Weeping in my sleep and now feel like its a lie

Cause I was so alone inside my mind

I did wanna say you

We could stay forever

Depression got the best of me

I'm nothing but a waste

My mother wouldn't care if I was great

My mother wouldn't care if there was food onto my plate

Or if I stayed another day

Or if I'm even wide awake

I need to feel okay

Cause all these pains are growing at a pace

And all these pains are never gonna change

I wish she would've taken what I said

Instead she locked herself again

And now I'm stuck inside my head I'm so depressed