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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2022

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I never wanted to grow up but I'm glad I did

Looking back I was actually the whackest kid

I was bad at everything and I had no friends

So much has changed or perhaps it didn't

Ok lemme redact the first half of this

Before I accidently mentioned that I'm sad as shit

I'll cast it in a different light, a retroactive twist

This'll be the only track that has an asterisk I swear

And I'm afraid that I'm not prepared


It's coming back the feeling of inadequacy that I had

It's coming back the social anxiety that I had

It's coming back the knowledge of peaking too soon that I had

It's coming back the sense of impending doom that I had


Can I get a f to pay respects

To the Kalen that I traded may he remain dead

They say that I upgraded and it's fate I guess

But, honestly… it ain't the best

Nowadays nothing's ever laid to rest

We're swinging in a nostalgia safety net

Personally I would rather break my neck

Than to have to keep on lying bout how great it's been

For real

And I'm afraid that I'll never heal


It's coming back the feeling of inadequacy that I had

It's coming back the social anxiety that I had

It's coming back the knowledge of peaking too soon that I had

It's coming back the sense of impending doom that I had


Get back to the land before time

At least to the land before I made up my mind last week

Yeah to be more precise eight days ago

Now ya know I was in a different world

Didn't wanna take responsibility for anything

I wasn't even really sure that living interested me

Had a dream something about planting trees

That's deep see how it's so cyclical

Oh I'm on a roll

That's whacky cuz I used to live in a hole

Now I've got toys

They seem like they're filling the void

Though I feel like I've been here before

But I don't know

When people talk bout the good ol days

First thing I mention is why they got put away

I understand the overwhelming urge to sentimentalize

But you should never ever try to get back


It's coming back the feeling of inadequacy that I had

It's coming back the social anxiety that I had

It's coming back the knowledge of peaking too soon that I had

It's coming back the sense of impending doom that I had

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