Bottom of the Barrel Lyrics

I really came from the bottom, piss bottom

This guy will, show you how to piss proper

If I mistake your kindness for hate, I'm still kinda

In my bag from days when I still got nada

I done did all the things I thought were proper

I was wrong, I'm still at zero after hours

Still at zero after days

I'm still tryna figure out how to get out of this barrel that I'm caught up in

Hold up quick, I roll my spliff

And try to get as high as the clouds, high as can get

Still tryna get lit, I'm finding my niche

I still pray everyday that I'm here

I still pray everyday I live

I still pray everyday that I take a breath

I'm still sane, or I think I am

I've been through it all, but this hurts the most

You put your all into this and then it crumbles it up

I still pray for better days

Cause I wanna see better days

Still remember sweating plays

Now I get em all, but I feel the same

Fuck I cannot deal with this shit, it's stuck in my head again

Happier than happy and sadly I can't enjoy this shit

Something fucking up my brain, and I can't shake this shit

I pray and pray and pray again, just praying for an answer, yes

Still ain't got an answer yet

Stressed, upset, but won't admit my head too thick

Your words they miss, admit defeat that's the worst it gets

Words don't mean nothing to me, you might as well go show it then

Everybody say to reach out, till it's they phone I hit

Alone again, fighting in this war zone

Hoping I get close and win, if I don't win

I'm stuck inside this trance I'm in

Team told me don't worry, I'll be back, but that ain't facts

I'm still solo and I'm down for the pin

I'm getting real dark thoughts nowadays

Hoping I can just break out this cage

Hoping that it don't end this way

Need help but my ego won't let me speak

I still pray everyday that I take a breath

I'm still sane, or I think I am

I've been through it all, but this hurts the most

You put your all into this and then it crumbles it up

I still pray for better days

Cause I wanna see better days

Still remember sweating plays

Now I get em all, but I feel the same