Closer Lyrics

I said fuck a finger on my left hand

Gave my whole left hand

To a Bitchy that they thought less of Goddamn

Now I know she's closer

I been scared to start all over

All the drugs that I was taking I ain't do it for exposure

Now I know she's closer

I been scared to start all over

All the drugs that I was taking I ain't do it for exposure

I was looking for some closure

Nowadays they know I'm sober

I know, I know that I love her

But she says that I don't know her

Obsessions with October still on repeat

That was my first project and it's still not complete

And I'm not Sorry bout that

And I still need to Move On

And that girl still Dead to Me

Won't say her name in songs

If that old friend try to step to me

Yea nigga it's on

But I would hate to bring up little girls that he hits on (foul)

He was in every session name what song that he appeared on (not one)

Appeared to be cheating that's one friend I had to disown (on god)

Now I know she's closer

I been scared to start all over

All the drugs that I was taking I ain't do it for exposure

This lifestyle I can afford it (expensive shit)

And no I don't wanna be rich

Made it clear what I wanted

But you know life is a bitch

I was looking for some closure

Nowadays they know I'm sober

I know, I know that I love her

But she says that I don't know her

Don't know her at all

Tryna get to know her she not returning my calls

Don't know how she do it but she always make me fall

Now she change like leaves in the fall

This is all I recall

We used to be so close now I see you distant I'm just losing hope

I slowed down on the drugs and now it's hard to cope

Think about you everyday and how we won't elope (no we can't elope)

I went by Allay and you're across the globe

Tryna cleanse my soul I need more than soap

To fall in love with you is a slippery slope

Tried to tie the noose I went and bought the rope

I went and bought the rope

Now I know she's closer

I been scared to start all over

All the drugs that I was taking I ain't do it for exposure

This lifestyle I can afford it

And no I don't wanna be rich (not at all)

Made it clear what I wanted

But you know life is a bitch

I was looking for some closure (found it)

And now I'm sober (sober)

Got the closure (closure)

Is it over