Sorry Lyrics

You see here kid

You gotta just go for it

Don't think about what comes after or what came before

You just gotta bend your knees take a deep breath and jump

And you might think what if I fall, well what if you don't

What if you fly

Don't tell me they you're sorry

When you're not thinking of me

Don't tell me they you're sorry

When you're not thinking of me

Sorry but this is all for me

Sorry to myself for the things I've seen

But I'm sorry to the people that I've hurt on the way

I went coast to coast and I still feel the same

Can't outrun emotion, that's outdated

I was out in Vegas acting heinous now I'm so hated

By someone who only showed me love and still do

I'd be lying if I told anyone the problem was you

You gave me a home and I still felt alone

Treated me like a king if only I'd known

How hard it would be to find someone like you

Traveled the whole country and stuck on you like glue

All I have in my truth and I know you have the same

Two different stories playing back in our brain

Traumatic events we're both in a cycle

But in my book of life it's clear you were vital

The worse I've seen you?

Is when you were suicidal

Which is when we got close

Because I was kinda like the only one there

And uh I just made sure that you were okay

And yea, that was a pretty scary time

Sorry but I can't try again

I only made this poem so the feeling end

And to relive it all it's so much I recall

Like when I was smoking weed and you had alcohol

And we opened up about the things we lost

Losing family on the daily thought that that was the cost

For what we had, it wasn't planned, to make you feel bad

But I was so so sad

And I expected you to fix it

And you felt the same so our mental states diminished

I would pray for change without a dime to my name

Not even money I just didn't wanna feel all the shame

Cause I couldn't provide all the feelings I'd hide

And you thought you were pregnant

And we couldn't afford it

Scared that if you had the baby we'd have to abort it

And I think what hurt the most is when I'm at the airport

No one supported

Cause to runaway again

To leave another city

To lose another friend

To lose another family

And pray for the end

Plane to Orlando

Even I condemned

Making selfish decisions

Maybe if you were pregnant things would be different

If our lives had changed

To stay I would consider it

But I'm sorry, and I think about you daily

If you saw me now you would think I'm crazy

Honestly you've been through a lot is shit

I dont really have an answer

I would say when you were homeless

But also when the whole

Shit when down

You were at your worse

I dont know your kinda like one of those people that are always there