In my Eyes Lyrics

She dont even look me in my eyes no more

She dont even want me in her life no more

Should I try again but I've tried so much

She said that the drugs have made me change

Calling up my plug and that shits great

Gave up true love thought it all was fake (I thought that it was fake)

Took a couple Percys and I'm looking at life different

Disappointment on her face and she increasing the distance

"NoX u gotta stop please stop this shit this instant"

Thing about me I aint ever been submissive

Looking for my next high this one not finished

Hate who I became mental lately been diminished

Thinking how did I get here

This aint for me need to switch gears

Dont remember what I did but now I'm looking at her tears

Now I'm crying with her

Yea I know I gotta change

Yea I know life been hard

Yea I know I been a pain

Kissing her on her forehead my words dont mean anything

Cause I said this shit before I'm gonna do all again

"You know you turn to like

The drugs and stuff to try to forget about shit

But I feel like one day you'll learn how to get over

The drugs and you wont like really rely on them anymore

And you'll feel better to be honest like"

Now I guess I know how you feel

Graphic videos asking you if this is real

She said "as real as it'll ever be, you said you feel lost as sea

I feel lost without you"

You dont get it high is heavenly

"High for you is hell for me

So stop the drugs or leave me be"

Ultimatum got me thinking

Bitch did you mean even weed?

She drunk as hell I got her drinking

Texting me, I didn't read

Heart upon my sleeve

But my brain thinking greed

Spark that blunt hit my lungs and I sneeze

On my knees pray to god please, please dont leave

Thinkin bout my life so much that I aint achieve

Forgot the blunt was laced with pcp

And the cycle repeats

She dont even look me in my eyes no more

She dont even want me in her life no more

Should I try again but I've tried so much

She said that the drugs have made me change

Calling up my plug and that shits great

Gave up true love thought it all was fake (I thought true love was fake)