Discipline (Radio Edit) Lyrics

All these years of searching mercilessly looking for myself

Amongst the darkness that submerges me nervously I dwell

Inside my own a thoughts a walking corpse potential black zombie

Stereotypical monkey nothing special just a young g

Far from average though when it comes to bars and flow

This is me at ten percent na let not lie

I really not trying just unwinding mind

Exercising my subconscious bench pressing rhymes

With chest in an attempt to build muscle in this game

But more importantly for my own self worth

So i chip away every day murdering many mics

Wondering if the grass is really greener on the other side

It's a matter of perception and mine is quite toxic highly infectious

I'm trying break the mind set by putting in the effort

It's really that simple I never understood

Why I found it so difficult that's backwards I hate that

Why I want to live my life like stray cat

That's lost for you slow folks I've been there there's no hope

In fact I'm still trying to escape from these tied ropes

There a nuisance I'm the loose end apparently

Redefining gravity in my warped reality

It's deeper then rap it literally life or death for me

Honestly bro I'm tiered of my mentality

Self negligence nullifying my intelligence

Or lack of it's evident I slacked off on the maddest thing

I done should be doing this it ain't hard to tell

I excel on microphones so how can I flop myself

By not chasing this that's ridiculous ain't it

But low self esteem has me feeling jaded

Questioning if I'll make it Is the hunger there

How do I sustain this feeling right here

Right now free-styling like I've never done before

Effortless like the Nile nature in the raw

When I brain storm I manifest acts of god

You ain't prepared for my reign your really not ready boy