The Pursuit of Happiness Lyrics

Honestly fam I must be tapped

Never known where my head's at I lost it a long time ago

Always had a screw loose despite being cool dude

I feel I'm boiling over will I blow my lid I don't know

The temptation real though

And I don't get why ca my life ain't that bad

For me to have these thoughts but mind won't grasp that

Its sad that I recognize it and won't fight it

I'm frightened I'm inspiring my nightmares the worst of me

To take charge of destiny alter my reality

Potentially it's to late and I sold myself a dream

Or maybe I'm living it guess in time we'll see

But until then I'll continue bleeding

Fighting off these demons this self inflict treason

That I got to overcome but I just don't see it

Ahh here we go again man the cycle keeps repeating

I wish I knew where I'm heading

Right now man I don't have a vision

Thought I did but lack the commitment

Lack the belief to spawn it's existence

They say what you reap is what you sow

Why I choose to procrastinate I don't know

Successfully sealing my fate forever more

When your potential real could you live with knowing that you should of endured

Man what is your problem why is it so difficult

Are you a sucker for pain can't you see how you're treating yourself

You're falling apart you're better than this what makes it worse you know it

Why won't you pick yourself up get your head out this ditch and just go for it

Why can't you just love yourself just love yourself

Can't you see your bugging man your bugging man

Why can't you just love yourself just love yourself

Can't you see your bugging man your bugging

Feeling like a fish out of water after it's been battered

When I think about society and my position in it

I Question my ambition or the lack of in this instance

How it's influenced my intuition distorting most my decisions

Got me wishing repeatedly on a star needlessly

Knowing only I can carve a path for my dreams

To blossom and flourish but I'm feeling malnourished

Like I have no aspirations I can't seem to focus

And that's a big problem I know needs addressing

All this time wasting like my journey never ending

Like life won't divorce me it's so fucked up

These thoughts deprive of sleep you think I'd pattern up

I Should of had enough but na apparently not

Must love being tired why I'm stuck In this rut

why I'm stuck In this rut

Least that's the only conclusion I can somewhat strum up

I wish I knew where I'm heading

Right now man I don't have a vision

Thought I did but lack the commitment

Lack the belief to spawn it's existence

They say what you reap is what you sow

Why I choose to procrastinate I don't know

Successfully sealing my fate forever more

When your potential real could you live with knowing that you should of endured

Man what is your problem why is it so difficult

Are you a sucker for pain can't you see how you're treating yourself

You're falling apart you're better than this what makes it worse you know it

Why won't you pick yourself up get your head out this ditch and just go for it

Why can't you just love yourself just love yourself

Can't you see your bugging man your bugging man

Why can't you just love yourself just love yourself

Can't you see your bugging man your bugging

Time wasting suicidal yet I love tempting fate

Have you deeps it like that and continued to waste away

I have in fact I am I ain't proud of myself

Man I'm mad might as well mass murder a little more

Making sure my future dimmer then a convict on death row

I often ponder is this all I'm really meant for

To have backwards mindset ignoring my potential

Wondering if music what my heart really beats for

And if not I fear I'm fucked

Cause honestly there isn't much in this world that gets me off

Cause honestly there isn't much In this world that gets me off I'm scared that I'll never bust

Even if I mash out a body of immaculate work it may not be enough

Even if I mash out a body of immaculate work it may not be enough

The Pursuit of Happiness