quit calling me a twig i'm gonna fuckin snap! Lyrics

Why cant I do

All the simple tasks that my friends do

Why cant I behave in a

Way that doesnt make me fall apart

Look in the mirror and dont like anything

Dig in my heels and dont change anything

Fuckin why even bother now

Not like I really try

I'm slipping

I cant even eat

I havent

Showered in a motherfucking week

I know it'll kill me

If I cant pick up the pieces

I'm so fucking worried

This is how it ends

Pathetic

That I've sunk to this

Disgusting

Husk where all ambition loses light

If years can heal

Why have ten not

I'm still sinking

I've not seen the light for so long

That I dont know that it's real

That I cant know that I'll heal

I just sit here doing nothing that could help my daily struggles

Fuck

I'm letting

My life fall apart

Everything

Has just found a way to pile up

I dont wanna do this shit

Wanna be normal

I cant die like this

Refuse

I need to make a change

Daily feel like a failure

The final straw was years ago

But I feel

Embarrassed

Needing help with such

Simple shit that my peers can do without constant reminders