what is love? baby don't hurt me, don't hurt me, no more. Lyrics

Cant feel love

Why is it so

Hard to

Let it in

Heart overflows

But nothing makes it thru

Built a brick wall

While I was sleeping

Mortared with trauma

The pieces slide right in

No-one gets in

At first that was the point

But the sunlight hardened faster than I expected

Now I'm clawing with nothing wasnt prepared for this

Now I'm trapped in the dark

Desperate for company

May have built this

Tomb

But it's

not

my fault

It's

A long fuckin story

Thought I had no choice

Thought it was right

It was

Normal as day to me

May have built this

Tomb

Without

A key

In a lapse of my young judgement but

What do you expect

What should I have done

Would feeling it be better

I cant feel love offered to me

I can only give and hope it's returned

My

Whole

Life

Stuck with a feeling of

Anxiousness towards all my peers

Couldn't make a connection

Love

Was

Just

A word said to pacify

Justify

Not a real feeling

What I would give for a chance to go back

And explain to myself that it wasnt normal

To feel this emptiness

That there's more at play here

Fuck

Me

Why

Did it have to go this way

Empty pain

I can't handle it

Day

By

Day

I keep feeling life less

It keeps up

I'll keep sinking lower

In

To

This

Abyss that my mind's become

I wont care

I'll be too detatched

Day

By

Day

I'll just get more useless

Taking up

All of my friends mental space

I

Wont

Care

I may finally know peace

If I can

Kill this part of me

Is it

Too much

To ask

To feel some affection

Is it

Enough

To live

With lack of emotion

Am I

Enough

To be

Worth being cared about

Is it

Too late

For me

To turn my life around

Is it?

I'm so fucking tired

It's all so fucking dull