happy endings // last call Lyrics

Am I the bad guy in the stories that you tell

Cuz you ain't in mine

Ever since we met ain't a day

That you ain't on my mind

Sometimes I hit you on the text

Just to make sure you're fine

You're fine?

Cool

So am I

And now

I'm lyin to myself

And to you

I might need some help

I'm lyin to myself

And to you

I might need some help

I'm lyin to myself

And to you

I might need some help

I'm lyin to myself

And to you

I might need some help

In my life

Ain't no happy endings

I'll just keep pretendin woah

I don't make an entrance

Best believe I'll make an exit though

Ain't no happy endings

All I really know is movin on

I don't make an entrance

Best believe I'll make an exit though

Pray for me

If I don't make this time

I'm history

Dance, dance, dance

My wrists should bleed

Damn, damn, damn

Not listening

Can't keep up

What I'm doin

Can't drink this much

I'm ruined

You speak in tongues

I'm fluent

Your bedroom is my tomb and

I knew it

Where my heart beats under floorboards

It's thumping

We shared just enough to mean somethin

To me, yes, to you it was nothin

I keep hidin you keep runnin

Dance, dance, dance

The drums they keep bumpin

Dance, dance, dance

My eyes they close shut then

Dance, dance, dance

I see you with someone else

And now

I'm lyin to myself

And to you

I might need some help

I'm lyin to myself

And to you

I might need some help

I'm lyin to myself

And to you

I might need some help

I'm lyin to myself

And to you

I might need some help

In my life

Ain't no happy endings

I'll just keep pretendin woah

I don't make an entrance

Best believe I'll make an exit though

Ain't no happy endings

All I really know is movin on

I don't make an entrance

Best believe I'll make an exit though

No happy endings

No happy endings

No happy endings

No

I'd rather be used

Than forgotten by you

Than forgotten by you

The disco never ends

Come back whenever you need

We'll be waiting

For you

Last call was an hour ago

And you ain't gotta go home

But you can't stay here, you hear me?

But you can't stay here, you hear me?

Last call was an hour ago

And you ain't gotta go home

But you can't stay here, you hear me?

But you can't stay here, you hear me?

What do you say to somebody who's heard it all

At this point I've already fallen and gotten back up

So often the concrete has got a mark from my ass all upon it, honestly

I might just grab a bottle and swallow it whole, don't bother me

Constant growth of the hole that's inside of my soul, I'm probably

Livin on borrowed time but that topics been spit wholeheartedly

I keep giving my all with no audience, I'm an oddity

Possibly I'm addicted to cowering under comedy

Cavalry comes as alcohol numbing me into comfort please

Callin me but nobody gon' come for me, that's the problem these

Constant thoughts of the other side often have got their claws in me

I could never do papa proud, mama sorry for all the things

Hollowing out my heart I've just grown accustomed to wallowing

Following in the footsteps of everybody surrounding me

Prodigy as a youth and a problem now as I'm older seems

Awful to keep a hold of things gnawing deep in your core, it stings

Honesty seeps in chorus, sing, all about being forced to breathe

I don't know if I'm done but I'm leanin closer to possibly

People leavin me constantly, imposter syndrome is blossoming

I don't know what I did to deserve the bricks that's on top of me

Sisyphus with his rock but the difference is I'm toppling

I ain't get no assistance, no hands out or no offerings

Is this really the end or am I beginnin to fall asleep

Liquor hittin in time to prevent me from tryna cause a scene

Listen; it's all the same to me

Live or die, ain't no prophecy

Happiness a commodity

My heart is my own property

My fault for always falling

But it feels like flyin, go try and see

And we both know that the door is open, you don't need a key

Close your eyes put on your favorite song

Baby dance with me

Do you feel any different? Better?

What was this 'Silent Disco' to you?

Was it a battle with grief? With identity?

With love? Or lust?

With life? Death?

Was it worth it?

Take your time. Live a little

You can always return

Until next time