alcoholics apologist Lyrics

Waited 21 years to drink

And I ain't stopped since

Think that I got addicted

To all the nonsense

I don't like all the things

That I see in my head

Really got a fight to pick

With my conscience

I see you when I close both my eyelids

Can't keep runnin I'm too high on mileage

Started slippin away, I can't hide it

If it's too much for you then goodbye then

If you've had too much

I don't blame you

I just like bein drunk

I'm myself

When I'm numb

Downin bottle after bottle

When it's empty

I just grab another one

What you want

Have some fun

Alcoholics apologist checkin in

Hi my name is Nate guess I'm back again

I don't plan on changin shit

I just thought I'd warn you before the end I said

Alcoholics apologist checkin in

Hi my name is Nate guess I'm back again

I don't plan on changin shit

I just thought I'd warn you before the end

Think that it runs all up in my genes

In my family tree

We're all addicted to smokin weed

Sippin anythin

That might help us find some relief

But I can't believe

That this shit could happen to me

I need a remedy

Bottles I keep on countin

A couple more than I'm downin

Like Kendrick said, think I'm drownin

The pool is too deep to stand in

I haven't been myself in a minute

But I think that's the point

Walk through the void

But it's killin me

I became the enemy

Lost my best friend in the end

Turned to villainy

I can't be a friend to me

I can't keep pretending things

Are ever gonna change, only worsen

Don't depend on me

I depend on anything

That helps me to forget who I'm meant to be

The good guy's a lie I'm tryna drown him with this hennessy

Vodka soda, rum and cola

Loss of morals, dumb persona

It's all a portal, once I'm sober

I'll miss you all

Then I'll start all over

If you've had too much

I don't blame you

I just like bein drunk

I'm myself

When I'm numb

Downin bottle after bottle

When it's empty

I just grab another one

What you want

Have some fun

Alcoholics apologist checkin in

Hi my name is Nate guess I'm back again

I don't plan on changin shit

I just thought I'd warn you before the end I said

Alcoholics apologist checkin in

Hi my name is Nate guess I'm back again

I don't plan on changin shit

I just thought I'd warn you before the end

Drink drink drink drink drink

Fuck you mean you gonna stop

Fuck you mean you gonna stop

Gonna stop

Drink drink drink drink drink

Fuck you mean you gonna stop

Fuck you mean you gonna stop

Gonna stop

I can't take one more sip I'm done

I gave you everything you want

I can't take one more sip I'm done

It's just a show that I put on