over now Lyrics

It's over now

Over how

Like you don't think of me

Or speak to me

And I tried hard to be myself

When I'd much rather be anyone else

I guess it's over now

Over how

No you don't think of me

Or speak to me

And I tried hard to love myself

When I'd much rather love anyone else

Now I'm back where I always was

In the dumps thinkin about how dumb I was

To trust someone else with the love I want

I mean you touched it, teased it

Fucked it up

I got a bunch of dreams that I want too much

Guess the problem is I keep waking up

I can't say with a straight face

I hate us

But goddamn does it suck to relive it, huh?

Got two hearts

Don't use either

How you say you want love

Because

I really don't believe ya

Now you got me, finders keepers

I'm a lost boy, nice to meet ya

You gon' leave me when I need ya

Shit, that's probably alright

Imma keep dancin until I feel fine

It's over now

Over how

Like you don't think of me

Or speak to me

And I tried hard to be myself

When I'd much rather be anyone else

I guess it's over now

Over how

No you don't think of me

Or speak to me

And I tried hard to love myself

When I'd much rather love anyone else

I search for love in someone else

It's not my fault

It's not my fault

I search for me in someone else

It's not my fault

It's not my fault

When I'm so close to falling down

It's not my fault

It's not my fault

I'll keep dancing by myself

Oh it's all my fault

It's all my fault

What do I say to you

When it's so hard to see you

I miss it, the parts where things

Had gone better

The parts I woulda done different

The shit I see in my rearview

The life that I would have lived if

We didn't meet at the time we did

If the place had been different

Can you really change fate?

Guess not

Can you really change Nate?

Guess not

Move on

I can't not be nice to her, I'm sorry

There's a place in my heart for the bitch

With the scars and the tape

That's around it I guess

I'm a homeless romantic

From now 'til the end

Uh

It's over now

Over how

Like you don't think of me

Or speak to me

And I tried hard to be myself

When I'd much rather be anyone else

I guess it's over now

Over how

No you don't think of me

Or speak to me

And I tried hard to love myself

When I'd much rather love anyone else

Loving yourself is hard

But you have to try

If you put your all into someone else

And they leave?

Freefall