happy I failed Lyrics

I'm happy I failed

Yeah

For the first time in a long time mom I'm happy I failed

For the first time and the last time I hope, I'm happy I failed

For the first time in a long time I am happy I failed

I'm alive right now

Didn't think I'd see this sight last night wow

Out my mind wow wow

Now I'm just trynna get by and lie down

I don't know if I really can say this but

I'm hoping that I won't ever go chase it a-gain, yeah

I'm hoping that I don't fall again

I feel relieved and disappointed at the same time

Like I couldn't even do it right I'm ashamed wow

But I don't care bout thinking that way now

Cause right now I just wanna say

I'm happy I failed

Yeah

For the first time in a long time mom I'm happy I failed

For the first time and the last time I hope, I'm happy I failed

For the first time in a long time I am happy I failed

Guess I get to live another day wow

Guess I didn't transfer all my pain but it won't fade now

Yeah

I still gotta battle every day now

And I can't promise this cycle won't repeat again wow

Then the question will be when I run out of luck

Life be telling me I shouldn't cheat but it's not that simple

I can't promise that death will not kiss me again

Yeah

I've been so close

Been like a minute away cause who knows

What would've happened if I didn't fall to the ground

I know how awful it sounds

But right now

I'm happy I failed

Yeah

For the first time in a long time mom I'm happy I failed

For the first time and the last time I hope, I'm happy I failed

For the first time in a long time I am happy I failed