losing myself

Yeah, I'm up in the backyard and I'm smoking the pain away

Smoke in the air now I can't really think straight

See all these niggas with problems, I know that they can relate

Know it look bad now but you'll be good one day

I done tried to get away from the bad shit

Overthinking pulling me down, I can't get passed it

I don't know how the fuck to get away from the sad shit

I keep losing myself along the way and it's so tragic

I try to call for help but no one wants to fucking answer

It's like y'all ripped my heart out, crushed it with a fucking hammer

I'm going numb inside, the ones I love just wonder why