losing myself Lyrics

Yeah, I'm up in the backyard and I'm smoking the pain away

Smoke in the air now I can't really think straight

See all these niggas with problems, I know that they can relate

Know it look bad now but you'll be good one day

I done tried to get away from the bad shit

Overthinking pulling me down, I can't get passed it

I don't know how the fuck to get away from the sad shit

I keep losing myself along the way and it's so tragic

I try to call for help but no one wants to fucking answer

It's like y'all ripped my heart out, crushed it with a fucking hammer

I'm going numb inside, the ones I love just wonder why

I like to stay to myself, it's 'cause I wanna die

I'm tired of opening up and y'all just act like I'm tripping

You better show me that you love me before I just go missing

I'm feeling good, not really, that is just what I'm wishing

I'm in the room just talking but y'all don't wanna listen

I wake up and the first thing that I think is that I wanna be dead

Staring at my arms and all I see is red

I don't have the energy to get up out of bed

My biggest enemy's not around me, it's up in my head

Yeah, I'm up in the backyard and I'm smoking the pain away

Smoke in the air now I can't really think straight

See all these niggas with problems, I know that they can relate

Know it look bad now but you'll be good one day

I done tried to get away from the bad shit

Overthinking pulling me down, I can't get passed it

I don't know how the fuck to get away from the sad shit

I keep losing myself along the way and it's so tragic