The Wilderness

I wake up sad at the foot of Jacob's Ladder

I would make a plan if I could break this heavy state

That makes my belly ache and energy vibrate at low frequency

Where I don't even see the demons I already face

I've been banished for many days

Its dark as fuck and its depressing, I'm attempting to meditate

But every breath I take is toxic and I'm fading out

Don't wanna leave the crib and I don't know what I'm afraid about

I get online coz I sense that if I say it out

I might catch a friend and get intervention

But the internet is just noise and interception

By the devil's little busboys and wicked henchmen