Amends

I don't need to get drunk to forget who I was

I blacked out from emotions bottled up in my cup

My own feelings that I swallow is my version of drugs

Been overthinking my regrets and everything is my fault

Lately I've been feeling like I'm gonna fall

It's a feeling that I don't know what to call

I find myself, I'm staying stuck in my mind

And I don't recognize who I am anymore

In my head, in my heart, in my thoughts again

It's hard to keep it on a low, I think I need a med

I can't forget, can't forget, can't forget a thing