Amends Lyrics

I don't need to get drunk to forget who I was

I blacked out from emotions bottled up in my cup

My own feelings that I swallow is my version of drugs

Been overthinking my regrets and everything is my fault

Lately I've been feeling like I'm gonna fall

It's a feeling that I don't know what to call

I find myself, I'm staying stuck in my mind

And I don't recognize who I am anymore

In my head, in my heart, in my thoughts again

It's hard to keep it on a low, I think I need a med

I can't forget, can't forget, can't forget a thing

It's constantly been bugging me I'm trynna make amends

I feel so useless right now

Drowning in thoughts I write down

I can't tell if its' me or fate

If I go or wait, if it's months or days

I count too many times when I say I'm okay

I count too many lies I tell myself all day

I'm always stuck in a loop, a never ending hallway

I'm always stuck and confused, I'm losing every ball game

I can't forget my mask, no

Can't forget my mask, no

Every day I wake up and I gotta put a smile on

Keep it on all day

No one knows it's all fake

As long as I am alive, that's the only way I know

I don't need to get drunk to forget who I was

I blacked out from emotions bottled up in my cup

My own feelings that I swallow is my version of drugs

Been overthinking my regrets and everything is my fault

Lately I've been feeling like I'm gonna fall

It's a feeling that I don't know what to call

I find myself, I'm staying stuck in my mind

And I don't recognize who I am anymore

In my head, in my heart, in my thoughts again

It's hard to keep it on a low, I think I need a med

I can't forget, can't forget, can't forget a thing

It's constantly been bugging me I'm trynna make amends (make amends)