PAIN

PAIN - Clayton Jennings

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This pain wasn't my choice

But I still hear Your voice

And no matter how I end

I think of how we began

Am I the only person often afraid to sleep?

It's like my bed is a coffin, and I'm alone in my dreams

My confidence whispers, my insecurities scream

I'm constantly weary, ready to let go and just sink

If I smiled more often, would you know that it's me?

I talk to God in my depression, "Are You noticing me?"