Here Lies A Dream (Freestyle)

It's getting harder every day to believe that Heaven is real

If God's really for us, then why does He want us to squeal?

At this point, I think He's got His favourites, and that's how I feel

And the rest of us were born to spend our lives tryna heal

I'm just twisting and turning, every night I cannot sleep

Feel like my life is gon' be cut short, like a YouTube reel

There's this little voice that's telling me to take my soul and leave

I'm gon' meet my sister in the afterlife, that's the appeal

Something tells me that I'll give in, but for now I'm buying time

Premonitions of my death are way closer than those of life

So now a nigga just existing outta sight and out of mind

Feeling anxious so I'm staying home and closing all the blinds