Here Lies A Dream (Freestyle) Lyrics

It's getting harder every day to believe that Heaven is real

If God's really for us, then why does He want us to squeal?

At this point, I think He's got His favourites, and that's how I feel

And the rest of us were born to spend our lives tryna heal

I'm just twisting and turning, every night I cannot sleep

Feel like my life is gon' be cut short, like a YouTube reel

There's this little voice that's telling me to take my soul and leave

I'm gon' meet my sister in the afterlife, that's the appeal

Something tells me that I'll give in, but for now I'm buying time

Premonitions of my death are way closer than those of life

So now a nigga just existing outta sight and out of mind

Feeling anxious so I'm staying home and closing all the blinds

And I'm writing rhymes, cause i'm tryna trick my mind

Thug it out like it's alright, tell my siblings that I'm fine

And my niggas think I'm nice, so I play along and smile

I mean, what else is there to do cause everybody got they life

Can't be bitching and moaning

Yeah, life is fucking me right now, but I'd rather kneel, and be holy

It's therapeutic for me, I might switch up the topic

My thoughts are slowly distorting

25 years in this Earth, and I feel like I'm dream walking

Had a convo with my mom, she said my life is evolving

There's nothing more to it, and that I should kinda enjoy it

It's really hard to enjoy it, maybe it isn't it for me

Stuck with one question now, man when the fuck is it stopping?

Tryna unravel the answers to the purpose of living

Are we here for something or it's just a little sight-seeing?

Are we free or we just puppets for the immortal beings?

Are we sure we not a series on a service for streaming

If you really think about it, at the end we all lose

All that pain, and suffering, it's just the tip of the clues

The most terrifying horrors don't even make it to news

Maybe it's my views, but don't judge me cause we don't wear the same shoes, please