Talking To Myself

I said, ain't nobody care what you done, nobody even got to care what you done

Been through too much and so you can say my life a book

Say that they leading the youth and ain't even got em shook

They look me straight up in my eyes and treat me like a crook

I ain't never been the type to lie about what I took

Look in the mirror and I see a dude, who try to overcome madness and every time he lose

I aint asked to grow up with no daddy, my mama boyfriend shooting heroin

Try to grow up and you ain't got no body, probably get you stepped on

I remember we ain't had no food, mama had no car

It was early morning when I went to school, I just wanted to talk