Talking To Myself Lyrics

I said, ain't nobody care what you done, nobody even got to care what you done

Been through too much and so you can say my life a book

Say that they leading the youth and ain't even got em shook

They look me straight up in my eyes and treat me like a crook

I ain't never been the type to lie about what I took

Look in the mirror and I see a dude, who try to overcome madness and every time he lose

I aint asked to grow up with no daddy, my mama boyfriend shooting heroin

Try to grow up and you ain't got no body, probably get you stepped on

I remember we ain't had no food, mama had no car

It was early morning when I went to school, I just wanted to talk

Cause I had no one to hold me so I stayed right by myself

A broken home and still misguided, can I feel the pain I felt

A billion dollar talk could make a million dollars

I was just a freshman and I was fucking around with the scholars

Brother tried to judge me and I sent him, like, booku dollas

Emotions running crazy and I got them locked up in a bottle

You cannot try to make me be somebody that I'm not

My whole life been a fable, trying to run up all this guwap

Gon try if I ain't able to do it, I'm doing time

I got my head up on my shoulders, don't wanna press rewind

The stuff I've been through, no one to vent to

Still come around when I feel misused you, feel like I issue

Can't waste no time, I'm on my grind and they be saying I'm out there

Can't get a verse from me, you lying

My brother said he'll do em quick, I'm allergic to the fake

I ain't never ever tried to hurt you, tried to do me crazy

Now you gotta fly just like a bird, you got no youngin' baby

I'll call YBG and all, I ain't know yet my youngest current

Said she wanna be my friend and now she wanna be my baby

I was never focused, tunnel eyes, I had you full of basic

Know that girl had cried, I was in a rut, got her back for doing me crazy

I know it don't matter when you die, so right now I feel amazing

I'm not finna come over to your house, cause I'm not dedicated

You cannot try to make me be somebody that I'm not

My whole life been a fable, tryna run up all this guap

Don't try if I ain't able to do it, I'm doing time

I got my head up on my shoulders, don't wanna press a one

The stuff I've been through, no one to vent to

Still come around when I still miss you, feel like I issue

Can't waste no time, I'm on my grind and they be saying I'm out there

Can't get a verse from me, you lying

My brother said he'll do em quick, I'm allergic to the fake

I ain't never ever tried to hurt you, tried to do me crazy

Now you gotta fly just like a bird, you got no youngin' baby

I'll call YBG and OYN, oh yeah my youngin's crazy

You said she wanna be my friend and now she wanna be my baby

I was never focused, tellin' lies, I had you feelin' basic

Know that girl had cried, I was in a riot, got her back for doin' me crazy

I know it don't matter when you die, so right now I feel amazing

I'm not finna come over to your house, cause I'm not dedicated

Wish I never made it

You tried to do me crazy

Ahhhh