Spiritual Father

This one's for a friend of mine, mentor, just, yeah, through God, man, father figure, everything

Feel like I'm losing myself, I got a knife in the shelf, in case my demons awaken, I got a Bible as well, I know I overreact

I go to Lawrence for guidance, he's my spiritual father, I watch him father his kids, he teaches me to be great, he makes me become a better version of me that I've been

Because of him I learned that my losses ain't losses but gains, in other words, in Christ, if I can lose it all, that's a gain

If I lose it all right now, right now, tell me would you be the same with me right now

If I lose it all right now, tell me would you be the same right now

Cause this world is full of wicked people, they love you today but tomorrow ain't promised

If you got the money everybody love you, but if you lose it they never love you the same, this world is full of wicked people

I feel like I'm still acquainted with all these demons inside me cause I got love in my heart and got no hate in my mind

But sometimes I overthink about my father, how he was never there and how he lied to my mother and I get angry like